Jy bloG

I feel So unusual Without yr calls every night ,
staring at my phone whole night just for waiting yr call..
used to be yr sweetness voice who accompany me to dream
used to be yr lovely conversation who light up my night..
blinking stars telling me how much i had missed u …
i wish everything back to the past,
just to hear u say miss me once again …
i never been appreciate yr love and cares …
till the day u left me with yr right choice..
i start to feel the important of u inside me…
my life become so empty from the day u left me ..
sweet memories flew around me but its just virtual..
uncountable regret and disappointment makes out my tears
indescribable sadness piecing my broken heart…
Do u know it was hurt when u said tat u love him ?
Do u know it was pain when u leave me alone ..?
i don know wad to do can have u back with me..
i knew my wish will never comes true ..
A single chance from u beats everything i could have..
Never mean to hurt u with my stupid mistake
Never mean to treat u with those kind of badly attidute
In the deep side of myheart.. u r still more important then everything of mine..
pls come back with your lovely voice i missed ..
pls return to the side of me ..
Will u be back …
will u return ……

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were
but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you’ve done

Forgive all your mistakes

There`s nothing I wouldn`t do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you won`t be there

I`m sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn`t do

And I`ve hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won`t admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it`s you I miss

And it`s so hard to say goodbye

When it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There`s nothing I wouldn`t do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

I`m sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn`t do

And I`ve hurt myself,

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I`ve missed you

Since you`ve been away

I`m sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn`t do

And I`ve hurt myself by hurting you

i used tis to spoke out my heart… Sorry for the copyright xD

Tears…Broken…Ended…
Sad…Pain…Emo…
Dead…Cry…Dissappoint…
Regret…Hurt..Sorry…
Damn…Why…Hate…

My long lost friends…my loneliness bloggie… here i am back again…
Today was a very special day for me …. A very sweet day … and also my heart broken day.. so .. i decide to come here write sum crap …to prevent i become an emo psycho …

A complicated relation … opes… wrong.. a relation tat only i think is complicated.. had been ended to day …
i dint noe it can be so pain after i hear it .. i totally lost myself after hearing it..

nai mei .. i wan to cry ..but i just cant..
sorry .. i cant… As u say .. nth i can do beside of just crying my ass off..

almost killed by a fish bone during dinner.. never pay much attention on what i ate xD  lolx.. dunno what i talking abt…

most of the ppl here must be blur and don noe what am i talking abt.. hahah.. just wanna crap and post something here..

an indescribable sadness deep pain inside my heart…
Cant stand it .. anymore… Sorry … bye ..